A very beautiful Song Aishiteru by Kourin

A tearful song comes from Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou..

Just portrays the feeling of people...

forget about the video size, just listen to the song =P

Aishiteru

nee mou sukoshi dake

mou sukoshi dake kiite ite hoshii

nee mou sukoshi dake

mou sukoshi dake wagamama ii desu ka

te ni ireta totan ni kiete shimaisou

kotoba o kuremasen ka

aishiteiru aishiteiru sekai ga owaru made

bakageteru to warai nagara kuchi ni dashite mite

aishiteiru

sonna koto ga kantan ni wa dekinakute

umaku aiseru you ni to

ano sora ni inotte iru

nee shiritakute mo

shiritsukusenai koto bakari de

dakara hitotsu ni naranai futatsu no karada o

seiippai dakishimeta

anata ga iru sore dake de mou sekai ga kawatte shimau

MONOTOON no keshiki ga hora azayaka ni utsuru

itsunomanika hanareteita te o tsunaide aruiteku

umaku aisete iru kana

ano sora ni kiite miru no

itsuka hanarebanare ni naru hi ga kite mo

anata o omotta hibi ga areba sore de ii

itsuka hanareta imi o shiru hi ga kuru yo

yakusoku suru kara ashita e

aishiteiru aishiteiru sekai ga owaru made

bakageteru to warai nagara kuchi ni dashite mite

aishiteiru

sonna koto ga kantan ni wa dekinakute

umaku aiseru you ni to

ano sora ni inotte iru

ano sora ni inotte iru

Hey, just a little more,

I want you to listen just a little more.

Hey, just a little more,

can I be selfish just a little more?

It seems like it'll disappear the moment I obtain it.

Won't you please give me a word?

I love you, I love you until the world ends.

Try and say that as you laugh and call it stupid.

I love you.

Unable to do such a simple thing easily,

I pray to that sky

so that I can love properly.

Hey, although I want to know,

there are too many things I can't understand.

That's why I embraced the two bodies

that won't become one with all my might.

The world changes just by you being here.

See, the monotone scenery is reflected vividly.

Before I'm aware, the separated hands are held together as we walk.

I'll ask that sky

if I'm loving properly.

Even if the day we shall separate comes,

having the days I thought of you is enough.

Someday the day I'll understand why we separated will come.

I'll promise to tomorrow.

I love you, I love you until the world ends.

Try and say that as you laugh and call it stupid.

I love you.

Unable to do such a simple thing easily,

I pray to that sky

so that I can love properly.

I pray to that sky.

Is it too much?

I just need a place for my heart to rest when i'm tired of being myself,

is it too much to ask for?

Please........

Degree Fever Blast!

Degree 's on now,

and time's not getting longer!! ARHHHHH!!!

at first i thought it was hard to mix around with my classmates,

until i started second week,

everything went well actually,

i gotta know jaynie, yoong li, kai wen, tee siang and others,

which i feel comfortable hanging out with them =D

Everything went on, assignments, tests, project planning coming up,

but i don't really feel the stress until now!

Diploma is really a honeymoon period for me ( ^///^)

Today went to makan with ah sai, raymond and karen which brings up quite the memories,

I started to miss my diploma days...

T-T

Anyway, im enjoying my degree now,

have to get use to it ~

HAHAHA!!

LOL'ed at the Plants VS Zombies video IDEA!! XDDDDD

Signing off

Neko

New Life for Neko

I've been so long off blogger,
when i think back it was 1 month ago before i complete my diploma =X

After diploma, i felt relieve n at the same time i'm depressed...
New course means start over again...
Different classmates, different lecturers, different subjects,
and it is not fun time anymore.
I have to maintain high marks on every subject.
Kinda pressures me down. =(

Anyway, it's my dream, and time has to go on,
I have to work my hardest towards my dream.
Just hope for the best 4 everything =D

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Sometimes i feel i'm so proud,
so arrogant,
can't naturally mix with others...
I feel i'm to self-centered,
a coward,
run away from things so easily...
Why is this so?
I'm selfish, i'm lazy, and i'm always depending on others...
Why this feeling doesn't leave me at all...

I feel i lack in everything,
and doesn't have anything which is good...

I've been given grace,
that's why i live until now...
I have a family, a home, things that I need, a chance to study what I like,
Memories that I cherish...
Why I've been treated so well,
and i don't feel deserve it...

I want to become better,
in attitude, in thinking, in studies,
I really wish i could be better......

雨夜の心情 =P

可能不算是雨夜吧？
在早上4点多，现在外面下着大雨，风一直吹进来房间，
是很舒服的，
应该很快就呼呼大睡了吧？
可是为什么我就是没有睡意呢？
因为我想起了一个人...

这个人曾对我来说，
"他"的存在很特别，
可以说是可遇不可求的，
能深入更认识“他”的各种别人不知道的一面，
也可以说是我的一种运气吧！

那段时间很短，可是我很开心
可能我是个很随和的人或连我自己也是怕寂寞的人，
就觉得我们很投缘，
都各种方面合得来，
哈哈哈~之所谓知音人难找，
真的很少能在各种方面都跟我一样的人了。

虽然不知为什么，知音人离我越来越远，
可能以后还都没有机会见到“他”
可是我一心希望“他”能一路顺风，
能找到自己在生活中的每一点的开心

人生就那么一次，什么都没有体验过真的有点过不去呢 XD

“失去了才懂得怜惜..”

都忘了是在哪边的歌听过，就知道这句很适合我现在的心情~

好了，我要继续逼自己睡
不然真的真的就要来顶不顺XD

project的progress还在进行中~！！
继续冲击！
and then

我。要。放。假！！

The 50th post!! woohoo!!

lol~

i took about 1 year plus to reach 50 posts!

new achievement!!

wakakaka~~

Besides doing my project,

i'm actually replay and replaying Sen to Chihiro a.k.a Spirited away a.k.a. 千与千寻 movie!! XD

i enjoy just listening to the soundtracks and the characters talking~

in 2 days, i've already replayed 3 times LOL

This anime is an epic to me!!

It touches my heart when Joe Hisaishi's music is played in the bg...

He is my new idol now~~

He can write music which touches people's emotions;

happy, sad, excited, nervous, angry, mischievous, calm, and so on~!!!

Recently i've been picking up my piano skills,

just to play his pieces!! XD

One Summer's day @ Spirited away

Merry-go-round of Life @ Howl's Moving Castle

These are awesome!!

Hope i can learn up soon without looking at the manuscripts so closely~

Picking also on my guitar skills with Aisyah~

she's such a good and talented song writer and guitarist~

I learned a lot from her, and amazingly,

she's like a reflection of me~

Really glad to meet her~

LOL i've been talking about me doing other things so much,

people might thought that I didn't have time doing my project XD

The progress is there, and still continuing ~

Hopefully i can get it done on time~

My Current daily life in INTI

I drew myself so often, but all cincai draw de XD

this time i did try my best to draw a nice one.

Here it is~

Signing off,

Neko

HOTD a.k.a Highschool Of The Dead

Never thought that i will see, and faithfully continue to drill on this anime..

Zombie killing, Bloody scenes, Big boobies and pantie scenes, and luts-a screeeeaaaaammming!!

The first impression

The main guy character, Tagashi, not bad as a lead, from a useless dude, he transforms to a attracting char. Hope he won't disappoint me at the end.

One of the main girl character ,Rei, she's such a *toot*.

But as the ePs go on, shes better.

At least she fights.

The pink hair girl, takagi, she's the OMG.

The most annoying anime character i've ever met.

She's indeed smart but at the same time, she's really a proud and thinks highly of herself.

Brains without any defending skills.

If she didn't have Hirano to save, she's dead in Ep2.

Hirano, the fat guy who always follow takagi.

He's brilliant with putting up materials that shoots.

High expectation from him.

the Big boobie teacher, shizuka.

she's dumb, but still curable.

Hate when scenes shows her boobs, it's too MUCH!!

the sound effects are too "REAL"!!

Boing, boing, boing

The favourite character of mine, (at least for 4 eps, i still like her)

Saiko busujima, the kendo girl~

Read over the char intros, stated that she likes blood killing?

LOL

as long she's in the clan, i think the whole team is still safe.

The most disgusting and hateful character (for 4 eps)

That stupid teacher (forgot what's the name)

does not show mercy, just want to get popularity,

will get rid of anyone to save himself. zzz

i would slap him if i'm Rei.

Rei hates him which i agree with her!!!

Hope he dies disgusting and fast. =P

I duno why the mosquitoes in my house like my blood so much..

Everyday in my house will kena stung...

Mayb They love bloody scenes XD

Signing off Neko~

悲惨的买衣记

我果然不适合做女人！！

走一整天去买件衣服果然不是我的专长，也不是我会喜欢的东西..

尤其是没钱走街更累人，考虑这个那个的，

我....我也知道我很吵，

可是我的negative-ness一直弄到我很烦恼 XD

有人beh tahan我了，还跟我再三担保我一定找到满意的 XD

试衣的感觉对我来说很讨厌很麻烦，

试到好的，又没钱，便宜的又不能穿,

昨天真的要哭死了

最后还是买到了，可是很贵...

骗妈咪一点价钱就狠心买了！！！

(秘密=P)

昨天试了麻糬的味道~

小小粒很可爱，还配茶味冰淇淋~❤

如果没有那个茶味冰淇淋就很普通而已~

还不错吃咯~

最近迷上这首歌了~

名字叫Officially Missing you by Tamia,

可是原先我是听了另一个版本才喜欢上的，

就是这个~

我要继续学弹吉他！！

要弹这首歌和晴天~~

这次我痛死我也要学会！！

Neko's Sketchlog

Inspired by someone, i wanna turn my blog into a sketchlog XD

there's blog, vlog, why don't a sketchlog? =P

每天到家都会开着冷气，不舍得关XD

搞到妈咪都一直投诉我电费很贵=p

我的房间真的超热的，下午太阳还直接照进来，

不开真的会像gok sauna 酱=.=

宿舍也时不时的，show下我在hostel的look

Hostel Look

家里的look

我超怕热的人，可是太冷又behtahan XD

怪人一个=P

其实我应该很积极去敢project，

可是懒惰累事，

到现在只做好几样东西XD

今天终于说了~

可是好像没有用酱=.=

我果然是耳根软的....

应该赶快改掉才行！！TT

想起我的百五块就心疼了...

今天就写到这里了,

等下要吃大餐XDD

Ja-ne~~

Neko Online Less than 3

SUplice~!!

Neko is on the mood for blogging again~!!

(Soli for delay, neko oways forget things, especially this 蚊都无只geh blog, of course throw until the back of her mind jor XD)

LOL

today something funny and pek cek happen...

My toothpaste is stolen when i woke up and wanna do my thingy.

Not many people in the toilet den but duno which stupid, desperate until toothpaste also no

money buy, or loves darlie brand very much, took my toothpaste leaving my toothbrush and my face cleanser T_T

WTH

u dun have toothpaste i lend u some, pls dun take all larh~=.=

thK God today is friday...

ALL thanks to whoever she is, i have to carry that 1 point sumthg kg punya toothpaste back to hostel next week! (which i also have to carry my shampoo and toilet roll which already ran out)

I got this weird weird personality,

when im addicted to something, i will have full of passion for it ,

but after the period of passion,

the feeling died down and i can find other things to addict XDD

after a very very long time, the fire come back =P

It's like a cycle, turning round and round and round ,

until i also beh tahan myself =X

Im so lazy to do everything

sometimes i wonder,

God gave me the wrong gender or wat XD

coz guys are typically neater than me =P

some can even become housewifes-more-alike than me,

they COOK, they WASH, they DRY, they FIX THE BULBS, they THROW THE RUBBISH EVERYDAY, they SHIT and 顺便CLEAN THE TOILETS XD

These guys are AMAZING!! THEY CAN DO ANYTHING!!

nowadays guys had to have super managing house and work skills if they have a gf like me =P

Pity them XDDDDD

Dango fever now =X

Signing off

N3ko

hmM....Confused MODE power ON!

Hmm

its a pain to decide over things that u are not certain of...

I hate this feeling

URGH!

Maybe this and that,

at the end i lost my point of view

my ears are soft

just a bit of talking and appeal to my pity

i will fall for it =(

BAD BAD BAD!!

I nit to change!

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

(don't be scared by this lunatic XD)

ok back to norr-mal mode,

still drilling on my chap2,

i hate review part

zzz...

is there any other e-learning software which can be get FOC?!

why don't they give it for FOC!!

URGGHHHH!

Fine, i will still search for more...

Complaining done.

Signing off

N3Ko

My opinion on Football

What is World Cup and football to me?

Erm....

I am not a sportie,

so i got not much interest in football.

Maybe my less passion towards football,

i might already made 90% of the world population angry already XD

Dr. Octapuss prediction??

LOL

although i found it funny to believe such thing but,

oh well~

ALL MY LAZY BONES! WAKE UP!

SUper Duper lazy to do things........

happen many big things these few days...

this lar that lar~ super wan to punch someone jor......

Too many things go on at once,

makes me feel that i'm not me already,

maybe i have several personalities,

this is the SUPER FURIOUS TIFFANY!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA~~

(4GIVE ME OF MY KI SIAO-NESS)

back to earth,

i think im really going NUTS

duno why i will behave like this...........

i can't handle things effectively,

why?

"Tell me why??

It's so hard to forget don't remind me~

I'm not over it~" (A little too not over you- David Archuleta)

Recently i fell in love with SAM TSUI~~

LOL~not my bf or anything, but my IDOL ~

And the reason i so love him is because of his super naisss voice~~

the way he sang my favourite song "Fireflies by Owl City",

WAWWWWW~~~~~~~~~~fell in love instantly~~

Let me try to embed this here ~

I do hope he becomes an artist soon because i can download his songs FOC ~XD

Now he's cover is in iTUnes....zzz

Makes me cant get it FOC...

Sry Sam , I'm a broke fan of urs,

bear with me TT

BTW, someone called me gay because i love to put my texts all in colours XD

guess I AM GAY afterall XDDD *evil laughs*

Imma O blood type Person

Imma O blood type person.

O blood type does things more effectively at the last minute.=p

My focus will go to the extreme when 2moro nite reaches.

It will go like a graph, from the least to the extreme.

Quite funny tough, but its true XDD

O blood type ppl are really realistic,

they would not go and die just for love,

they will also not miss any of their meals just because they are dumped.

Kinda true, =p

O blood type ppl does not like to be alone,

they like to gather ppl around them that they can feel comfortable with.

If you are their enemy pls WATCH OUT!!

Coz they are not to be messed around~

Its true at the front 2 lines, I added some on at the back=p

O blood type doesn't enjoy taking critiques from people,

they will feel stress when they get harsh critiques from other people,

Once they feel stress, they will be negative all the way~

But if they got an aim, and they are pretty sure they can get it,

They will have an amazing power of focus, and they make sure they can get it to their hands.

That's me basically=]

烂臭人

我觉得有时我真的会太自卑...

不知道为什么，自己就是提不起劲，

不懂要跟别人说什么，不懂怎么跟人沟通，

独来独往，独行侠就是我...

我真的很难相处吧...

有时候觉得一个人，自己跟自己说话，

还会开心起来...

我酱的一个人，真的会让每个人都远离我...

远离我这个不合群的人，幽默不起来的人...

我很讨厌寂寞，很讨厌一个人

可是这是没办法的事

我就是酱子

心情不好时会想哭

哭也不是抱头大哭，

泪是要流可是流不出

感觉真的糟糕死了

每个人都给我伤害了

我这个烂臭人

有时觉得不见了更好

不在了

空气会比较清新

花还会照样开

太阳照样会升起

根本就是个lebih的人

我真的很想哭

因为我伤害的人

自己很惭愧

明明就是最不想伤害的人

就给我伤得很深

歌词句句都让我感伤

真的很不想听下去了

每天硬挤出来的笑容

真的很假

讨厌死自己

我的好朋友..

我真的很想要人家注意到我的存在

不想做多余的人

我盛重说。。。我要放假了！！！！

哇卡卡卡卡卡~我要放假了~~

我的anime,我的premier，我的画画，我的online game！

你们都等得我久了~~~

好想你们啊~~呜呜呜~~~~~(>_<)~~~~

明天是我最后一科了~~

可是我现在一点都还没有背哈哈哈哈~

真的够要死的了！

可是不懂为什么现在我没有点压力...

哈哈哈哈~想要放假放傻了！

呵呵~我要看ironman2~~~

希望能book到票~~

哈哈哈哈哈~

再会~~i-tikimasu~

奇怪的梦 :o

今天，我梦见你了 哈哈哈

感觉蛮好笑的

因为我梦见你进我宿舍的房间

问你是怎么进来的，你说乘guard不注意的时候偷偷进的。

想起来哪里有可能嘛

毕竟是梦~

感觉很真实，真的你来过似的...

可能我太想你了吧...

哈哈哈~

绝对没有任何一个疑问，我日有所思夜有所梦，

我在想你 =]

讲会另一边，果然是没有回复的=[

虽然是预料之中，可是没想到现实那么残酷的。

难道不能做情侣就不能做朋友嘛？

兄弟，我都没怎样好不好...

男人大丈夫那么计较干嘛...

那个Baka kelvin真的有太多时候都是baka的

baka到令我无言以对而且快要笑死了

哈哈哈哈~

心情不好跟他聊废话超爽的！

哇哈哈哈~

挖苦他是我其中一个乐趣！ XD

可是他超自恋的，哇佬老uncle还那边扮年轻 XD

明明都3字头了还那么小孩子...

真的有点担心他 =p

其实...联络回会好吗？

唉....真不该乱来的...

“他”应该会觉得我很过分叻？

好像是被讨厌了说...

发了一个简讯给他，

心里还会希望他看到，可是看到又怎样？

回了又怎样？

不会回到以前酱子的关系了...

我没有必要也不想开另个号码...

深怕自己得来失望...haiz

还真的有点想念以前酱子的咯... ╮(╯_╰)╭

上次他说到酱，肯定是很很很想知道答案，

可是可惜不能给个如意的答案...

有时还会后悔一下的，

因为他还不错 =p

算了咯~(╯﹏╰）

It's been a long time=]

It's been a long time since i touch my blog ...haha~

these week has been quite a tough week....

projects with codings which i reli cant understand and do.....

quarrels over relationships and etc...

although today is better,

but the project still going on till friday O.o

SIENZ la~~!!!

That's all la~lazy to type more~

Neko signing off~^^